The brain is the human’s body most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see. What we hear. It lets us feel love. I think it holds our soul. But no matter how much research we do, no one can really say how all that delicate gray matter inside our skull works. And when it’s hurt, when the human brain is traumatized, well… that’s when it gets even more mysterious.
— Dr. Callie Torres (Grey’s Anatomy; 7x18 Song Beneath the Song)
If I was an architect I would blueprint the greatest guy. He wouldn’t be perfect but his foundation would be strong and steady. He would make mistakes but learn from them and be apologetic for his minor indiscretions. He would make me feel safe, secure, and immovable. He’ll be a spiritual man. Knowing that it’s only through God’s grace that this union between him and I is even possible. He’ll miss me like crazy when I’m gone even if it’s for a short while and he’ll pull me in close when he see me and his love will spill into my heart and soul. Allowing me to feel like if these were my last moments on earth…Thank You because I have loved and been loved.
In a packed room fill with people he’ll glance at me from across the room and share his thoughts with me. His simple touch would make my soul leave my body and swim around the room. When I’m feeling low and unbalanced he’ll come and put me back on track bowing down to his knees with me in prayer. Expressing that with God’s help he’ll see me through and that as long as he is in my life no battle of mine will be fought alone. And when I still doubt his strength he’ll let me lie on his spine and be my support. Showing me words has no meaning without actions. He’ll put my feet in place when I’m wrong and celebrate me when I’m right. He’s going to simply but intensely LOVE ME!!!! He’ll make me have feelings that has no words attached to them. Feelings that I can’t talk about in conversation. Feelings that don’t make complete sentences. He’ll be the head of my home and the head of my heart. He would just be simply amazing.
This is My Love Letter and I’ve been gone too long.